nikki starts the book by telling us about his band motley crue. he tells us about his past and how his family basically abandoned him. he believes he was always destined to be a drug addict. he always said alcohol acid cocaine... they were just affairs. when i met heroin it was true love.
his dad left when he was 3 and his mom would leave him for guys she met out of the blue. also he missed his grandmothers funeral so he could freebase. at the point where his addiction was highest he wrote a diary and later he turned it into this book.