in this book nikki talks about his band a lot and how he made his songs. nikki writes all of the songs for motley crue he comes up with the guitar parts the lyrics everything. when he was on junk was during the girls girls girls album and the shout at the devil tour. he says that when your on junk writing doesnt even sound fun you cant get your mind off of heroin long enough to write a song. when your on heroin its all you think abut and its basically your life. but the best song he wrote while he was drugged was wild side. he used to mess around with a catholic school girl quite a bit he'd go pick her up on his motorcycle for her lunch break and they would go well you know and he asked her to give him a copy of the lords prayer. nikki used it and twisted it and turned it into the song wild side. when nikki was on heroin everyone knew it wasnt exactly something you could hide. nobody wanted to confront him though. nikki was the reason for cashflow with motley crue. everybody thought if they said something to him he would quit so nobody did. nikki would go to the bathroom during studio sessions to shoot up quite a bit and everyone knew what was happening but no one would say a thing.