chapter 11

Holdin goes into the lobby and immediatly thinks about jane. he thinks about their dog always going to the bathroom on their lawn and his mom getting so angry. he went over to janes house and sees her sitting there angry and he tells her that he could care less where her dog pissed even if it was in the living room. after that they started hanging out more and got pretty close. one time they were at janes house playing checkers he said she always kept her kings in the back again and janes stepfather came out asking for cigarettes. she didnt say anything and finally he left then jane started to cry and holdin got her to sit down by him on the couch and he started kissing her and trying to make her atleast feel better. that was the closest those two ever got. he says they always held hands and that when they held hands it was perfect they never even had to switch positions.
If jane is one of the only people that can make holdin happy why doesnt he just go and see her?